April 2013
1 post
March 2013
1 post
3 tags
Superman
My palms bleed truth.
Fairytales that fare well.
I write poems with my palms.
These lyrics become pslams.
You cry in my arms and say
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Don’t ever leave me. Please,
Protect me – don’t let me…go.
You take me high. Let Love fly.
Be my Superman – I know you can.
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I never looked for love, but it finally found me.
Your chains of love (are) wrapped around me.
It is your words that leave me haunted.
And...
February 2013
1 post
Hating you is exhausting
Hating you is so exhausting.
Just the thought is tiresome.
Even when I’m lonesome and down, I can’t help but drown in memories.
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I’m running away from you
But I can’t hide from my heart.
I try to ignore you
But I just adore you more
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I close my eyes
But all I see are framed photographs of your face.
I tear them down
I wish I’d see you frown just to give me a second of grace.
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Hating you is...
December 2012
1 post
Don’t hate me….
Don’t hate me when I say the things you don’t want to hear
Don’t judge me…
Don’t judge me when I tell you again.
Cause Darling…
Love is a battlefield
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I might say it wrong, it may seem not right
You’ll put up a fight, I’ll yell through the night
I don’t want a tear and you never should fear
To tell me what’s on your mind…
The truth is never a crime
Baby you’ll always be mine
You...
August 2012
2 posts
He’s got so many things he wants to tell her.
And he’s got so many things he wants to show her.
It’s more than love and lust.
It’s…I don’t know…just…
Kiss me. Say that you’ll miss me.
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I had no good love baby since you’ve been gone.
I had so much trouble and misery, baby please come home.
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She’s got so many things she wants to tell him.
And she’s got so many things she wants to show him.
It’s...
Like A Mermaid
You’re just like a Mermaid.
Only in my dreams. So I can’t have u.
But I’m under your spell…
with no chance of rescue.
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My tears fall down on this sheet.
My chest burning with every single beat.
And I realize, I can’t make you love me.
No, I don’t wanna make you fall for me.
And No! We can’t be friends.
I’ve got to love you or I have to hate you./let go off you
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I should forget...
July 2012
6 posts
Hope & Heartbreak
I never realized it was over.
Yeah, I ran out on you…but I was hoping you’d catch me…
And now I can’t even warm myself with a hair-dryer, cause it reminds me of you.
I didn’t see that you made a choice, way before I made you decide…
I’m wishin I could cry. It’s all I wanna do…but you left me dead inside.
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All that’s left is Hope and Heartbreak.
Do you still remember what you told me that...
Your Whispers...
Your whispers are screaming in my head.
You may feel like Alice
But it’s me who is stuck and lost in wonderland
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(You say) I’m doing everything right.
Still you can’t see yourself by my side.
You don’t know what’s the reason.
And I don’t know what to believe in…anymore
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Your whispers are screaming in my head.
As we’re lying in your bed.
You utter “please stop” under your breath, your body...
Music is my Mistress
No one to love and nobody to be loved by
All I’ve got are these notes,these chords and this melody…
To give me shelter when I’m vulnerable
To comfort me when I’m not alone but lonely
Music is my mistress…the only one I can turn to in distress
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When my eyes are dark you let em shine.
And when I can’t stop the flow of noises.
You help me drown the voices in my head
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I share with you my hardest...
Your eyes sold me a dream, my mind made up.
Your tongue swore to it, but your heart did not.
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I’m going to try to sleep and shake it off.
Promising I’m over her and I won’t get soft.
Just to wake up and pick up the phone….
wishing she would come back home…
Please Release Your Heart
She doesn’t love him or so she thinks.
“I don’t feel for him” and so the drama begins…
Her mind’s a cage and her heart’s trapped inside.
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She’s arrested by her thoughts and fears,
But all I ask is please release your heart.
Please release your heart.
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She can’t see clearly, and she doesn’t know why.
She don’t live freely, she never even gave it a try…
Her mind’s a cage and her heart’s been...
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A Poet Who Sings
I write this confession to explain my complexion.
I never felt love that’s why I had to imagine.
And what kept me running, My heartbeat humming – The idea of love.
That it’s real and I was longing to feel…
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I might be a dreamer - a hopeless romantic…
Believing in love a bit too frenetic.
You say it’s unrealistic.
but I’ve got a heart full of hope,
a mind full of love - with the...
March 2012
2 posts
I write my songs for me
But if you take the time then you’ll see
For whom every song is meant to be…
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Your eyes sold me a dream, my mind made up.
Your tongue swore to it, but your heart did not.
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You’ve been on my mind all day
And I could swear I never even crossed yours
Even if I do it in vain, I have to play this game.
If I ever want to hear those words I need you to say.
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Your eyes sold...
gaws:
“And people are often unable to do anything, imprisoned as they are in I don’t know what kind of terrible, terrible, oh such terrible cage. […] Do you know what makes the prison disappear? Every deep, genuine affection. Being friends, being brothers, loving, that is what opens the prison, with supreme power, by some magic force. Without these one stays dead. But whenever affection is...
January 2012
4 posts
I’ve scribed everything there is to write.
We’ve spoken everything there is to say.
I guess it’s time for me to stray…
Because you don’t deserve for me to stay
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You thought of love as just a game.
I was just a toy you used to play.
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You disguise your feelings
You fight all through the night
Trying to deny, with all your might, what is in your sight.
You know it’s right, but (k)now I...
Alice
There are things I don’t know and
Things I won’t understand.
Things I do wrong and
Things I don’t do right.
I’ll never know everything, so I might need a hand.
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I feel like Alice and
You’re my wonderland.
Time with you runs like sand
Through my fingers and I can’t grasp it.
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I don’t know what ya thinkin.
Still don’t know what ya feelin.
But when my heart is restless and my mind it wanders.
I...
Cupid's Comeback
I couldn’t fight it anymore - I told her she has me.
It didn’t change her mind - she got up and left me.
Every time she stands in front of me it feels like she tests me.
I wanted to be with her. She wants to be my besty.
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Cupid’s been gone.
He disappeared. Went missing.
I’m stuck here sitting.
And waiting for his comeback, so come back.
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She doesn’t want me, she said.
So why does she act like...
December 2011
7 posts
Farewell to Love
What should you do when your mind’s at war with your heart?
What should you do if your decisions they ain’t smart?
“Go with your heart, don’t listen to reason.”
It’s gone wrong. You messed up and we both know the reason!
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It’s a tug-of-war. Can’t take no more. (Your heart is soar)
I said I wouldn’t dive in, but I already was head over heels.
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Wishing it was easy isn’t realistic.
Just once I want...
A bad man's world
I made you feel bad. I thought it’s what I wanted.
But at night I can’t sleep. My thoughts are still haunted.
I believed I gave you what you deserved
I toyed with something I thought I had preserved.
I thought I wanted you, but I just lust after you.
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It’s a bad man’s world,
a lucky man’s game.
Another man’s girl,
Crying in the rain.
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I can’t help the way I’m feeling. *for you*
Won’t change the...
Stop Pretending (Version 2)
I don’t need to write a song for you, to win you over.
You’re already mine, but I’m too scared. Don’t want it to be over.
Cause if I mess it up, there’s no way of starting over.
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I wish every second we share, I could play it over.
Rewind it, replay it and relieve it over and over.
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I look into her eyes and I know it.
I see her smile and I feel it.
When she doesn’t want to leave when the night is...
Love is a present (2nd version)
Love is a present, so treat it like one.
I held on to my heart, so don’t act like you won.
Take it for granted, and soon I’ll be gone.
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We are walking shoulder to shoulder,
But I won’t be the soldier to hold her.
“You didn’t hurt me” at least that’s what I told her
No, it didn’t hurt me. That’s what I told her.
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Love is a present, so treat it like one.
I held on to my heart, so don’t act...
Fight for you
You want me to sing for you…
I was thinking about a ring for you…
You wanted me to fight some more.
But the truth is, honey you’re not worth fighting for.
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It’s the same old story.
I’m not fighting anymore.
Cause the truth is: for you? I’m done fightin for.
I swear I’d love to, but I’m sorry.
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You drive me crazy. I’m just trying to forget you.
I say fuck you, still can’t help but miss...
Seasons of Love
My heart beats faster without reason.
They say love is in the air –
I held my breath for way too many seasons.
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The spring sun rises.
I see your look of love, but I might be biased.
Don’t be scared to breathe, just dive in too deep.
Just take a breath, or cause our love’s death.
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My heart passed through summer and winter,
The leaves of my love growing thinner and thinner.
The winter wind shakes ...
November 2011
4 posts
I'll be there for you
I had to hide, for you to seek.
I had to hate, for you to love.
Time went by and it made you cry.
Now you crave my air, but I leave you there, because I cannot bear.
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Night falls and day crawls.
Emotions bold - feelings cold.
You can lie, but you can’t hide.
I will lie, won’t betray my pride.
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I can’t fight it, if it comes to it,
I’ll be there for you.
I can’t deny it, if it comes to it,
I still...
Playing Games
I was confused when I fell for you.
For now I know, I love you not; As Romeo did Juliet.
Mine is not of a lover. It’s the love one has as a brother.
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We have to stop playing games.
We have to stop trading blames.
We’re burning both ends. Soon it will go up in flames.
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You are mistaken. Don’t know how to react.
I tried to show ya, you just don’t see it yet.
I’m not in love with you. And in stone...
No one will know that at night she cries
She hides behind her smile.
It gets harder the more she tries.
No one will know, that at night she cries.
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Don’t waste any tears.
Just trust yourself. Conquer your fears.
Please believe.
Tell your sorrows goodbye. You will get by.
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Her smile is a disguise.
You can’t look past her eyes.
No one will know, that at night she cries.
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Don’t doubt yourself - You’re a diva!
The world is at your feet –...
Cupid in a riot
I can read it in your eyes.
It’s hidden between the lines.
One sigh says more, than a lie could cover.
One sigh is enough, I don’t need more to call your bluff.
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Now baby kiss my lips.
And I won’t stop kissing those on your hips.
Let yourself fall, I’ll be there to catch.
Let your hair down honey, this ain’t the last round.
I’ll make love to you from sun-up to sun-down.
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I need you to take my...
October 2011
2 posts
And if I say I’m okay with that, we both know I’m...
I’m fightin myself.
The way you look at me, has me crying out for help.
I can’t let these hopes crawl back.
These feelings inside,
I can’t help and I don’t know why.
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I’ll give you time.
But I rest assured, it still won’t make you mine.
And if I say I’m okay with that, we both know I’m lying.
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You’re making me fall.
You don’t intend. And we both know,
I should just put it to rest.
I won’t fool...
Under Your Chest
I don’t mean to press.
All I need is your love. I’ll leave the rest.
Times are hard, with your heart at test.
But in my arms you can find rest.
I am where you won’t look. Already hidden under your chest.
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Lies the truth. We don’t need proof.
Got all the clues. But I’m still gonna lose.
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You are fighting your luck.
A battle of mind and heart. A war of feelings and reason.
You’re running from...
September 2011
3 posts
Nothing but a sin
This ain’t a love song, this is redemption.
This ain’t a lie. I need to make this song cry.
Fuck all this… I don’t even know why I try.
But in 3 days my life’s gonna change.
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Gone will be the pressure
Done will be the days of anger.
Hatred will be gone with the wind.
And Fear won’t be nothing but a sin.
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I’m stuck in a rut. I can’t get out.
My days are all just hopeless fights.
My nights are all...
She got me
I was confident with hope.
Believed it’s something I’m sure of.
It took all I had when I confessed my pure love.
“I made a mistake. I didn’t know what was at stake. Darling it’s not too late..”
But her decision was overdue. And honey now I’m over you.
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I rejected her just like she pulled the trigger forever ago.
Amazed – when did I get so cold?
This is my last blow. I’m done fighting - I’m...
Brand New (Duet)
I ain’t gonna write a song that’s bitter, cause you’re sweet and I know it better.
I’m good with words but I can’t change everything that hurts.
I make it feel right. Even if it’s wrong, I make it sound right.
I make it sound nice, but the truth is vicious like the luck with the dice
I Paint pictures with words. Fingers writing in a twirl, tongue twisting in a whirl.
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I wanna make ya feel brand...
August 2011
3 posts
2 tags
“When you start to know someone, all their physical characteristics start to...”
– Lisa Unger, Beautiful Lies (via selfishcand)
Love is a present (Demo)
Love is a present, so treat it like one.
I gave you my heart, so don’t act like you won.
Take it for granted, and soon I’ll be gone.
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You thought it was just for fun.
You wanted it to be for nothing.
I thought it was forever..
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I look into your eyes, and I
Fall for your smile.
Every second with you is a second worthwhile.
I’m down on my knees. Ready to beg and please.
Million times I had you...
Instruction to Love
You will never know how to love.
Never know what to say.
Never know when night turns to day.
Open your eyes even if you’re afraid.
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You can’t run from the truth.
Can’t hide from the lies.
Gotta face the facts
Gotta plan what’s next!
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There’s no lawyer, no guru.
Ain’t gon’ be a preacher to teach ya [how to love].
There’s no instruction to love.
No guide to life.
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There’s been ups and...
July 2011
8 posts
Ghosts and Memories
I once was a boy, naive and believed in love.
Today it’s all just ghosts and memories.
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I talked to a man, 55 and alone.
Nobody to hold, no one to call his own.
And you tell me that there is love?
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I know a man, met the girl of his dreams.
Time has passed and so did she.
God needed an angel. At least so it seems.
Now tell me, where is the love?
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Show me a girl and I’ll point out her pain.
Boy...
Melody
I write my songs to try and find an answer.
But the problems are stuck in my head, like a needle in my vain.
Looking for the right words, but my soul won’t answer.
Desperate for a cure, addicted to the sweet pain.
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I write my songs without a melody.
They were born out of tragedy and misery.
And you are nothing but a bittersweet memory.
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I find new words, but the stories are the same.
I paint...
Lyrical Lies
I write down these words and set them free like birds.
Let them loose right before your eyes.
I write down these words and they turn to lyrical lies.
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I write songs of stories I’m afraid to tell.
I don’t know if anyone would listen,
But I need to get these things of my chest, need to find a way to put my mind to rest.
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I don’t know how to write a song.
I have no idea how to write a symphony
What...
Perfect
Catering to your wishes, made these scars flourish.
You made a sane man crazy.
You’ve turned a grown man into a baby.
There were days when my mouth would laugh and my eyes would smile.
The road took me with it and changed me mile after mile.
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You can’t be perfect for everybody.
You can’t satisfy just everybody.
You gotta fights with what’s left in your body!
You gotta live for you, not...
Who Am I ?
Do you think I’m happy when I smile?
Do you think I’m sad when I cry?
Do you think you know me inside out?
Do you think you got me all figured out?
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I’m asking this with a smirk on my face, because all you think you know is what I let you know.
I’ve been playing this part for far too long and just too good.
Even I get caught up in my personalities. So who do you think I...
Romeo and Juliet / Curtain Call
He made her fall for his little Game
Never returned, as she got burned, what he did claim.
Now it seems like she’s to blame.
The lights shut, the curtain rises.
He takes the Spotlight…. And her breath away.
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It wasn’t Romeo and Juliet, nor Tarzan and Jane.
I was a fool she met. And it was all in vain.
It wasn’t a Love story. I lost all my pride and glory.
We didn’t talk about it. She...
Dream or Reality ?
I’m sittin alone in this empty room.
And thoughts run through my head.
I can’t catch em. can’t reach.
As I slowly fall asleep.
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Is it a dream or reality?
Am I a fean or celebrity?
Two sides of the same coin.
Flip it, see which side you’ll join.
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King-size bed, waking up, getting head.
This is too good to be true, I must be dead.
A big ass mansion,...
A Million Lines
I could write a millions lines, but you wouldn’t care for one.
I could write a thousand songs, and still, you wouldn’t care for one.
I could treat ya like a princess, do anything, take all my chances…
It wouldn’t change the way you feel.
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You feel for me, like I feel for you.
You fell for me, like I fell for you.
You tried to fight it, but can’t no more.
We tried to fight it, but won’t no...
June 2011
6 posts
The Past won’t last
The Past won’t last.
The Future won’t accuse ya.
Smile and shine, cause it will be mine.
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I try to write a happy song, But the words, they come out wrong.
I try to make it right, But there’s just nothing good inside.
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I need something to make me laugh, make me feel good.
Pick up these broken pieces and change the mood.
All I need is some good news , all I want is the...
“You hold on to bitterness towards somebody that, you think you’ve got them sort...”
– Aaron Weiss; mewithoutYou (via initforlife)
Living A Lie
I was about to write a song,
But I just can’t live another lie.
I can’t tell another fake tale.
Can’t make up what’s not to be.
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Living a lie.
Believing a dream.
Trapped in wishes.
Afraid to escape.
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Pretend to feel,
Something when it ain’t even anything.
Try and make believe.
But it’s just grief.
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Living a...
Melody 1st Version
I write my songs to try and find an answer.
But the problems are stuck in my head, like a needle in my vain.
I try to find the right words, but my soul won’t answer.
Desperate for a cure, but addicted to the sweet...
Stop Pretending (Version 1)
I don’t need to write a song for ya, to win you over.
You’re already mine, but I’m too scared. Don’t want it to be over.
Cause if I mess it up, there’s no way of starting over.
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I wish every second we share, I could play it over.
Rewind it, replay it and relieve it over and over.
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When I look into her eyes I know it.
When I see her smile I feel...
